When you feel pulled our called into the unknown, what does that bring up for you? Fear? Hesitation? Complacency? Doubt? In our human experience this is what we have to feel and go through in order to experience the pulse and thrill of living.
Yesterday I had the absolute pleasure of attending Mira Kelly's Past Life Regression workshop. Amazing soul from Bulgaria. Attorney turned Regressionist; another guide that finally believed in herself and stepped into her heart's calling to serve the world in this capacity.
Walking into the Hyatt Regency with one of my soul sisters, a yoga mat, pillow and blanket we looked at each other while riding up the glass elevator wondering what the hell we signed up for. A radical journey where spirit meets cosmos to experience the world that is multidimensional.
She started with a joke about weddings and how a wedding day is "supposed" to be one of the best days of our lives. Yes, she brought up a great perspective of how weddings are arranged - the aisle. the alter. him.
Then she made a joke about the yogi that asked for a juice with everything in it. He handed the cashier a $20 bill and asked for the change. The cashier said, "Change must come from within"
Mira is a gifted storyteller. I can't tell a joke worth a damn but there was the powerful message, that constantly shows up.... Change must come from within. We can't change others. We are only responsible for ourselves.
When you move into a regression it becomes a practice of being comfortable in the uncomfortable. Can you relate?
And we dive in. Eyes close. Deep breathing. Tapping right around the collarbone.
She invited us to open and awaken our imagination and to see/connect the relevancy.
With eyes closed we began to trace the infinity sign around the eyes, connecting our left and right brain, stimulating our pineal gland so the natural release of DMT could occur.
PAST LIFE #1
As I settled into my body and my breath, we entered into the light realms. With angels above us, below us and surrounding us with protection, the first regression appeared. I was suspended in the air and an arrow was coming at me but it split while in mid-air. It went straight into my throat and heart. But there was a peace. Then I dissipated into the universe.
My hard, treacherous, transformational work and commitment to speaking my truth in this lifetime. My commitment to self-expression and being my most authentic self.
PAST LIFE #2
We stepped outside the bubble of the current regression, then into the next. There was a woman, who embodied the archetype of an old crone. She was walking down a path with just a single bag in hand. She was always on the go, traveling. A gypsy at heart. But there was no home. No foundation. No base. No stability. Yet she knew everyone she came in contact with.
The gnarly work around abandonment. In relationships. To myself. Self-worth stuff, which actually is the wound where the light shines on. My work, programs and future book on empowering people to see through the dark, through the muck and bring forth the light that is there to share with the world.
PAST LIFE #3
There was a log cabin. I could feel the cold hard wood floor. I was a little girl. Curled up on the floor. Hiding. Trembling. Scared. I wouldn't come out of the room because I was paralyzed in fear.
Again, my work in standing and speaking in my truth. In facing my fears. In confronting people when it's not comfortable. All important lessons especially when you own your own business. And in relationships.
PAST LIFE #4
Out of the bubble, into the next light realm. There was a beautiful farm. Somewhere in Colorado or Montana. I could feel the thick blades of grass in between my toes. I had on a sun dress that was loose and flowing. The sun was out and there were only a few clouds in the sky. I could feel the warmth and strong arms of a man holding me from behind. There was no name or a face. I could feel his breath on my neck. His and my hands on my radiant belly. I was almost full term in pregnancy. It was so real. I could feel the heartbeat of the baby. Then shit got real. There was screaming. There was blood. I died in childbirth but the baby lived.
My absolute fear of being pregnant and having a baby in this lifetime.
PAST LIFE #5
We were in Avalon. There were beautiful women everywhere. I was a high priestess adorned in gold. Long thick red locks of hair adorned in a beautiful gold gown. In a circle. Laughing. Crying. Holding space. Talking. Guiding.
My work in this life. To serve and support others. Mentoring. Guiding. Counseling. Consulting.
I find it very interesting that some of my greatest fears became present in previous lifetimes. All different reflections of the work I continue to step and lean into. We connect to what is most relevant.
We came back from break and Myra educated us on the Dandelion Flower essences and how it is a beneficial muscle relaxer. It helps us let go of negative emotions. You simply drop a few drops in your water. Or you can gather the little yellow dandelion flowers in water in the sun. You can boil water and make a tea, to dilute the alcohol, if alcohol is not your thing. It can support with the roller coaster of our minds.
She then spoke to the linear life vs. the multidimensional life. The difference of viewpoints from the Hindu path of clearing karma vs. the "oversoul", the energy of creation. I relate with this viewpoint. I love yoga, I teach yoga, but I teach from a place that is relevant to the hear and now and how we relate with the world. Not old paradigm - we aren't living in caves or ashrams anymore. We learn through experience. Lifetimes are happening simultaneously, all around us.
She invited us to look within and all around. Our friends. Our lovers. Our relationships. Our pets. Nature. Acknowledging the obstacles we face in order for our growth to continue and mature. She also invited us to thing of our past lives as already complete. Lifetimes are happening and happened. Talk to them, send them love. Empower them with love. The old ways. The new ways. This AND that. Seeing things as inclusive.
Now for the progression part of the workshop. The future of present life. The future lifetime.
I heard birds, open windows. I saw big fluffy floor pillows. A white board. A couch. Paints. A space for movement. I think this is the continued manifestation of my future mentor/counseling/creative expression space.
Then, a shift happenned. My chest got really heavy and I started to experience a visceral physical pain in my upper arms. As if someone had their hands around my arms. I could feel the heat. I could feel the pain in my shoulder joints. I started to get scared but I brought myself more deeper into my breath. Everyone is very still in the room. The lights are down. I didn't want to disturb anyone's peace or journey, but I took a big gasp inhalation and raised my arms over my head, then relaxed back into myself. This was a physiological release of so much holding on over the years. It was scary and beautiful. Afterwards, there was a lightness.
Finally I saw a huge bed. With big white fluffy pillows. A tall bed. I was jumping up and down on the bed, then a 4-5 year old little girl walked in... Hmmm! Have no idea what this is all about.
Finally, Myra spoke to us on the benefits of using therapeutic grade Frankincense oil. It comes from the middle eastern climate. They scrape it from the bark of the tree, then distill the beads in water. Frankincense was given to Jesus as a sacred gift. There are ancient pictographs from the pyramids where they would burn the Frankincense into ashes and use it for ceremonies and rituals. Anoint to their skin and eyes as makeup. You can use Frankincense on anything. Primarily she spoke to using in the process of healing cancer. Then told us of a dog that had a brain tumor. You can put Frankincense on dogs paws. Also in your palms and have them smell it, to calm them down. She then told a story of how Frankincense removed a rash that someone had been trying to treat with every known kind of medicine on the market. Even Bulgarian medicine. There is a chemical compound in Frankincense that activates the part of the brain that processes memories. It helps the mind calm down. It can be applied to the soles of your feet because the soles of your feet have the largest pores in your body, so it absorbs into you the fastest when you apply it to the soles of your feet.
We ended by bringing together the regressions and the progressions. In how to create the best possible future for ourselves through affirmation work.
I'm letting go of THERE IS NOT ENOUGH. THERE ARE ALREADY PEOPLE DOING WHAT I WANT TO DO.
I'm letting in JOY + SUPPORT.
I'm manifesting HAPPINESS + ABUNDANCE + STABILITY.
Then as a final note, she reassured us that 90% of airplanes that fly are off track.
And that they are always course-correcting.
Cheers to course-correcting and living full! I look forward to doing more of this work, diving deep and sharing with others soon.
Love + Light + Strength,